Isn't Important. Just My 'BLA BLA BLA'

Me again huh? you isn't bored because of me right nae blog? hehheh~

it's just something called 'BLA BLA BLA'

Hahahhaha~
tau ga sih? gue lagi ballad banget~
ballad menurut gue means... gue lagi sedih. isn't the meaning of ballad is... sad song...?

ga bagus nih mengkonsumsi lagu ballad terus~ kaya yang terkontaminasi dengan kesedihan gue. hahhaha~

gimana ga sedih...
dia pulang, dan ke sekolah but just ignoring me. hah. the only reason why i'm ignoring him just because... i still... loved him. and... i tought he will talks to me at least only his 'hi'. Then i'm ignoring everyone. just disappointing that... he don't even say that 'hi'. that special for me. for my 5 years in love with him. that the only word i want to heard from him.

and the reason i'm not say hi because...
it's clueless.
gue mau lupain dia. apa salahnya GUE BERSIKAP seolah-olah GUE GA PENGEN jadi orang yang SUKA SAMA DIA DAN SELALU PEDULI SAMA DIA?!
Hah...
Gue cuma takut kalo gue peduli and be too kind to him... gue akan berharap lagi sama dia... gue ga mau. gue takut mengecewakan diri gue sendiri. nomu pabo.

Gue rasa udah cukup 5 tahun ini. Sakit rasanya gue masih merasakan perasaan kaya gini.

“It's can't be solved easily”

“this feeling isn't like math”

“to find X is...”

“it's isn't easy as algebra”

“that's what love is, like the X”

“to find the answer isn't like solve math”

“it's more harder and difficult”

that's why i hate his logicaly thought.

never use your heart eh-?

quote. by ME.
human beings never can be perfect. they sometimes use their brain to be perfect, but never use their heart. that's useless. but sometimes they use their heart but never use their brain. that's useless too.

My Qs :

WHAT YOUR LIFE FOR?
WHAT YOU LIFE FOR?
IS THAT USELESS?

be more logically but use your heart too.

-D.